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Saturday, June 26, 2004
- dis few daes reali lots happened to me... lots of probs ba, i should sae...which make me weaker,sad,depressed,pissed,angry ... haiz.. dunno wad to do... i'm all lost...in the dark... haiz... lots of evil thoughts came into my mind ... been tinkin lots... starin in blank space alwaes... tinkin of a solution to all my probs, i am facin... i am becomin weaker each dae,cried over everything...i lost everything, i got... i tink dere isnt a solution at all,onli questions left fer me to solve it again...which i cant ba... probs r hauntin me down slower..killin me slowly each time.. hope things will go well fer me soon ba... pray fer all... haiz...
i haf alwaes made wrong decisions fer yea...causin onli more probs to u and me... sorry... speechless...
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Victim of Love.
11:37 PM
11:37 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
- i'm back from SJAB camp...muhahaha...lots to blog...shall make it a long long one...
day1-got steamboat,4th,2nd jieZ and me din get to eat much lor... coz the ppl lyk so wad lyk dat...nvm... den at last dey still treated us better...dey gif me a whole BOWL OF CABBAGE ONLI!! eat till wanna die,was sharin it wif 2nd jie... okay laa..kana pissed badly,but okay laa..got my ballcap,was so SHOCKED,din noe i write "lion"...we were not allowed lor actually.. i thought i changed my name back to lynette le? but write so so mani times fer ballcap le..forget laa...nvm...had firedrill,quite stupid slept wif my ballcap... haha?
day2-played games,the balloon war pissed me off totally...cried... is lyk totally not fair...but ferget it? forgive and ferget ba... to 4th jie-* had fun wif yea...hope we can haf a fair battle... i will win yea... muhahaha! maybe next year???
den journey to the west,been sabotage till so badly,i hit,punch push the ppl around me..sorry? screamin lyk siao..was eEEEE! lots make me,u all soooo BAD to me..after dat,went to make Jeremiah, J.E.S and honey rhowena... lots of dem make dem... hahas.. includin me.. i pour soOOO much flour on dem,den dey grab me and wanna pull of pants off(dey r blind-folded lor??) so FUNI... when dey r finished, jeremiah took a egg and smashed on me.. den dey took a packet of flour pour all on me..yucks! had fun.hug candyy mdm,clean de become dirty liao...hahas..
our bunks r totally,OMG! i screamed ar..open door...haiZ... nearly cried over my lost FULL-U! ..but at last okay la..
day3-had dragon boat,we r the champion boat..hahas.. we RAWKS! sorry ppl near me,i wetted dem.. hahas! went to boys toilet to wash my mass tin,1 ang moh came and caught ah seng(she had to go out) i wasnt caught..do i reali look lyk a BOI??? siao ar..
campfire was such a ******* ...i tink.. haiz... sorry Jaunty! wad should i sae?things juz happened..lots of ppl cry..den at last become a water show,OMG!u all should noe laa... sjab ppl ... muhahaha!
to campfire comittee-*had fun wif u gals...thx fer everything... smiles-* takkaire -* xoxo-*
den at nite,changin parade..so tired..i hate bein the bunk ic.. den lots fall out,but i survive(muhahaha)..den was caught by koonie mdm fer turnin while the promotion thingy..den i was punish, jumpin so high above the ground.. so long lor! den koonie mdm still wanna me jump to the FRONT! so obsence... i no face liao ... so tired...
at nitez, i woke up alone,i was half seatin position,as i wasnt feelin well ... feel lyk vomittin ,drink tooo much water b4 sleep le...so tired...
day4-going home le..my voice is .... haiz... gettin worst lei... noble clean the sjab room..haiz...den after dat played in sch,playin wif shan bei all along.. had fun wif her laa... things changed fer both of us???izzit true?! dey pour shampoo plus water and ice over my head suddenly when i eatin my melted kit-kat after askin so so so lame questions! si 3rd jie! si AH DU! den ms poon came and saw us..den kana scolded at..dey all haf to wash up my hair...nice smell.. hahas... den went home.....tired.............
no promotion-* sianZ....gonna work hard fer promotion ba... hahas..
its gonna rain soon..later gonna meet jie jie...haiz... later will i be drenched? projects and all dat not done... so dead???
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SORRI JAUNTY !
Victim of Love.
11:33 AM
11:33 AM
Friday, June 18, 2004
- todae...mani things happen...haiz...bad bad dae...hmmm, i am woken up by jie jie,when she msg me at 7.20 lyk dat...den after dat follow by J.E.S morning call...den jie jie ask me tok over over...den tok lor...so crappy ar,she! den blah blah in sch... was late as i cant find my skirt...den found spoil de,ended up sewin my skirt wasted 20mins ar...den i got a sudden headache,damn damn pain...almost cry out...but i tink i'm alrite le..dis few daes got big headache(dunno y?)but no one noes except u hu r readin laa..den go sch late,den no.4 scold me laa... den ah ma(liying) and no.4 and ah bu(vivien) move the stuff while i guard SJAB room... den lots happen ar, met vampire senior, tok tok den see 2nd,4th jiez and si AH bu(estee) den borrow $10 from me.. den i was lyk gif le,so shocked lor... haiz... unlucky? hmmm, save time buy sb de present..
den waited fer jie jie,den ended up sweepin at the general office the outside...ppl see le oso will laugh ar...den seniors all walk pass...ma lu ?? den jie jie come out den sae no mood den lyk dat lor..den no.4 and i wanna go amk eat den on the way,i drop my ez-link card... den went all the way back to find it.. den J.E.S call me den sae her fren found mine card... so happi...
went to amk to meet her fren(thx lei!!,shi ying! though i don reali even noe u...) den saw sweetheart ting,den went to take 162 to shing's hse together,den we took wrong bus den take again... quite lost we were.. lame...!
den was lamin at shing senior's hse... puay senior was dere toooo.. dey are OMG LAME! the
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den jie jie called... tok to her... sorry bout the joke(lie).. den she tell me wad happen.. haiz.. den lyk dat..after dat went to bs park to play..den lyk dat lor... den i lost of $2 den at last found it in my bag(am i forget or???)
den my jie jie msg wo,den my phone flat.. den din get to see the msg.. den i rushed dere, run dere... den saw 2nd,4th jiez and ah bu.. den i kinda shocked... den stae outside jie jie the house, din wan to go in.. den i went home,after bout 20 mins standin outside den i juz silently walked awae.. den i rushed fer home... den craps at home... gotta packed my camp bag le... blog soon i hope when i'm back..
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jie jie-*will miss yea de kaes.. takkaire... smiles-* choose to be happi okay,luv yea...!
Victim of Love.
10:19 PM
10:19 PM
Monday, June 14, 2004
- todae ar, got the damn GOH trainings..so slack to me aniwae..can blah blah craps..the supporting contingent is so poor thing.. can see dat dey r training harder den us lots.. we the GOH rite.. keep tokin and jokin even in the squad.. hahas... but i don lyk the part where ppl sae craps bout "us" sjab la... hate it lor.. when DEY SUX TOTALLY LOR, agree ma sjab? hahas.. dressin out blame us... siao lor... cause the whole contingent to be out of dressin den blame us.. siao ar! den u all wrong arm swing sae us... timing oso us... btw ur the arm swing sux ar... hahs.. the fact laa... hahas, no denies kaes.. u all don follow timing sae us, u all so craps laa... so good den u all win laa, but u all the standard is lyk OMG lor!... sae us, u all go eat da pian ar...hahas.. lookin at the situation rite, seems super unfair to the supportin contingent ba... haiz.. u all kool it kaes..? jia you~
haf fun playin wif nc6 united! hahas... u all should noe laa..hhaas.. shall not sae more.. jokin so much craps...
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jie jie~ takkaire ba.. so happi u going to doc tml le.. anithing can ask me kaes.. den hor, hello hello hello!!! hahaas.. blah blah si ren!
Victim of Love.
10:12 PM
10:12 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2004
- hiyee~lots of daes no blog le...hmmm...dunno wad to write so nv write lor...hmmm, sianZ... dunno wad should i write...
i had enough le lor...damn pissed...its lyk everybody's sidin u lor.. not me...hmmm, nth more... i noe i fightin a losin battle, in the end i will still lose it...haiz..dunno laa... its lyk i am changin lor..did u care to see if i change...no! is lyk u all got no rights to sae anithing if u dunno kaes..and wad ur type has alwaes kinda pissed me off lor alwaes...ferget it..will tis prob end us..? its lyk i got change, but u gurls would not accept me de lor no matter wad..even if u hate me,respect me coz i got change lor..instead todae diao me somemore..wadever crapp laa.. u all now treat me as nth and wad u all sae is lyk some not true.. i nv treat u all as nth or rubbish kaes..don believe rite,as usual i noe..juz hope all tis will end soon...
so pissed, get scolded by the freakin mother i have,scold me fer not eatin breakfast,comin home early,not makin my bed, not at home.blah blah.messin up my room..wadever.. shoutin in the house rite now...don reali care ...
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zhu jie jie-* sorry bout the call...i juz see sth dat pissed me off totally... and i no mood laa... sorry... smiles...**worry less kaes...niteZ...
2nd jie-* thx 2nd jie... hmmm, u smiles kaes.. rox on my gurl.. don worry.... u cheer up kaes.. ah pa will alwaes be dere fer u...
3rd jie-* don be so busy laa... relac.. smiles.. don be pissed... btw we may lose the battle kaes.. get prepared...be dere fer u alwaes.. daddykins...!niteZ...
yi ling-* hahas.. tok to u so fun... hope u lyk the testi i wrote fer u kaes.. dun miss me when i'm offline... niteZ gurl.. sweet dreams my dear gurl ... hahas.. suggest u change yr mouse asap ba... hahas.. cheerioS!
Victim of Love.
11:00 PM
11:00 PM
Saturday, June 05, 2004
- mani things happened...din blog fer quite some time ... i din wan to...todae archery,quite fun cum boring... haiZ...
lion fam ]*all seems to be so odd so extra...lion fam` now seems to ignore me... i dunno if its true... seems so true to me ba... i reali hope i would change fer the better, but i dunno whether can i prove u gals wrong ba... can we be normal again, as a united family...??
actually i don reali noe wad's the prob lor... sb sae its coz i tooo petty... den i was lyk tinkin, is tis a comment on me...? how to solve it..? and muz u all sae until jw de..? wad's all tis about anyway... the onli thing which can solve it is, i change my attitude ar...??? huh?! i don get it lor... sori fer all my wrongs and attiude... although i noe u all would juz sae sori is pointless,meaningless,nth and all dat... i still wanna sae a Sincere Sorry to u gals ba...
J.E.S] miss u lei... nv come fer dm... haiz... cant chat wif u... i sianz u noe... hmmm, hope to see u soon...
*** *** /* so happi to receive yr msgs...and going to chat wif u on either mondae or tuesdae... haiz.. i miss u so badly... haiz... hope u r doin fine ba... smiles**
sam boi~ i dunno... firstly fer not msgin u ... not replyin u .... scoldin u... not even carin bout u and all dat craps... sori...
Jie Jie++ i dunno wad to sae ba... decision lies wif u... i cant do anithing ... i juz have to respect yr decision ba...but i will alwaes remember dat Jocelyn Jie Jie,she left a footprint on my heart alwaes... and dat place will alwaes be dere untill been replaced by u again ... smiles**
yvonne aka no.4 ] sori... is not dat u lose my trust... somethings happen u c... den wad laa... hmmm, no matter wad happens... and how far we drifted... i believe dat our hearts r alwaes together and nth is going to be able to break us apart... smiles** suggest u buy a new keyboard ba... =)
Victim of Love.
9:49 PM
9:49 PM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
- First Love-Utada Hikaru
Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni iru n' darou
Dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou
You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru
Wasuretaku nai koto bakari
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naite 'ru
Anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou
You will always be inside my heart
Itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever...
English Translated
the last kiss
tasted like tobaccoa
bitter and sad smell
tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?
you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song
the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about
tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you
you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song
you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to loveyou taught me how
you are always gonna be the oneit's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song
Victim of Love.
1:25 PM
1:25 PM
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
- todae juz back from camp...mani things happened... the camp is so fun...my instructor, Saiful rox...!
my group rox..... ....""TYPHOON""... i luv u ppl lots... shall remember u ppl de... the fun i had wif u ppl...
1st dae, i injured my "ex-injured knee" while adsailin down... bang the wall wif my knee... ouch...
2nd dae, i injured the same wound again... tis time the skin totally came off, eeE... disgusts me... while i was doing the rock-climbing... when i almost fall, i bang against the damn rocks..... meanin the wall laa...
campfire nite[2nd dae] i cheered so loud dat i lost my voice... quite a no. of ppl lost their voices lyk me, yee siong, serene... haiz... i wanna tok...!
todae after dat actually wanna go to KFC wif shu may, mel mel, shan bei, Agnes... den me and shu may walk slowly... suddenly dey call fer cab..den shu may run into the front seat den its full le... den i was lyk wanna *** ... den Shan bei sae to me " u go take bus... meet u dere..." ... den i juZ" arrr, i tink i don wanna go le..."... den dey juz left... not even carin... ***** formed... i din *** out... den lucky still gort Jeremiah dey all, haiz... lucky dey r alwaes so good to each other... luv dem lots... ended up going wif Jeremiah, yan ren, pricilia,bao ying, shek huay, ting2... den i called Zhu Jie Jie, den she dunno hu am i lor... dortz... reali... den we go out... had fun...
went home, losin voice and one injure knee... tired... juz slept... den a phone call woke me up... went out wif Zhu Jie Jie to arcade ... i no mood to play at all lor... played so badly ... den she gtg ... den went home... i sianZ ... den tink of J.E.S.. den i called her to chat... quite long... naggy chat.. dortz... haiz...
i'm tired... i will remember wad u all did...]
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2nd JieZ''heys gurl... cheer up... wad's over is over... wad's gone is gone... its juz part of life ba... ah pa dere's fer u alwaes... ;)
1st,3rd,4th jieZ's' & mao mi'' not important to u gurls at all... haiZ... i guess i'm too naive to believe in myself...
.J.E.S.. thx fer hearin me out and chattin wif me.. u takkaire of urself kaes.. naggy auntie... enjoy yr stay dere... will mizz u de... smiles alwas...
Zhu Jie Jie--* sori fer hangin up the phone twice ... i don seem to reali care anymore bout u... i noe, sorry... ++pls don msg me, its all a waste... don wan yr bill to explode further more le... miss yea somehow... nitez... i mean i will mizz yr msgs... haiz... smiles...
Victim of Love.
11:17 PM
11:17 PM