Sunday, December 31, 2006
i'm dead inside out.
worst than anything before, the pain.
i can't describe it.
its killing me and i'm dying.
only baby, you can make me feel this way and you did.
you love me but you let me go.
one small silly act of yours cld lead me, laughing to myself for days.
but one decision of yours cld send me, falling down into abyss.
love is such a mystery, isnt it?
baby
i thought we had it all
Victim of Love.
1:08 AM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
appreciate and cherish.
need a recovery and i want world peace (:
mum got me a box of sugar rolls for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
sugar roll is my love.
and baby, you
Only you can let me jump ard like a silly fool.
at least, i know you do too.
Some part of me, dont wish it to happen cos i never want it to end off.
Ever ):


Victim of Love.
4:08 AM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
days pass, it seems to me like im losing a friend each day.
going to the doctor later on!
i swear, if rashes aint gonna cure.
i'd stay home for good ):
more downpours, feeling rather down.
ZEL, it shall be then. (:
fallen into abyss
i dont know who's that in the reflections anymore


Victim of Love.
1:08 PM
Monday, December 25, 2006
MERRY CHRISTMAS
just home.
family celebrations and gift exchanges.
looking bored off, uncle suggested to go party world.
so sing off till 1am and im here.
christmas gifts as usual is those weird stuffs >.<
got swiss knife and its so multi functioned.
got pillows, wrapped in expanded polystyrene was money.
lazy to name all.
at least, i didnt received metal bookmarks like the previous year.
be my angel and i'd gladly be your devil
a sense of loneliness ):



Victim of Love.
2:08 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
caught the curse of the golden flower.
it is really depressing.
it allows me to feel the pain the soldiers were having.
the movie is grand enough.
but the ending is quite not logical -.-
neck is recovering finally.
early christmas wishes to all.
(: HOHOHO.
movies after movies, i wanna watch them all ):
what happen?
i dont know either ):



Victim of Love.
12:08 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
fuck fuck fuck.
i just lost my ring on my way home!
i was totally drenched, walking back and fore.
in the heavy downpour!
hair was like all down.
just fuck it.
bus services is the worst ever.
every word that comes out now is bad.
):
you had yours and i had mine.
and now that i lost mine.
but you never wore it back since that fateful day.
it was part of us )':
Victim of Love.
9:08 PM
Victim of Love.
2:08 AM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO LEOSHUMAY.
though maybe we'd have drifted alittle due to some unforeseen circumstances but we went through thick and thin
all the times, we do shit and lame together
oh well, we all have to get older each year
-daddykins.
i just want to be myself, thats all.
life is meaningless and all i want to do, is to be with you.
if i can have 3christmas wishes
one to be true, two to never come true
-never see you again
-to have you back in my life
-forget everything about you
baby, please come back to me.


Victim of Love.
10:08 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006
Victim of Love.
10:28 PM